Then I see you standing there, wanting more from me and all I can do is try.
I really can't sort out what I'm feeling right now. I wish people would be more appreciative of me and people would stop judging me..
It's hard. But it's my decision and mine alone..and whatever I decide will have it's consequences.
Oh why can't I be a simple girl with a simple heart?
Haven't you heard that I'm going to be okay?
Just my Imagination.
There was a game we used to play
We would hit the town on friday night
And stay in bed until sunday
We used to be so free
We were living for the love we had and
Living not for reality
It was just my imagination
There was a time I used to pray
I have always kept my faith in love
It's the greatest thing from the man above
The game I used to play
I've always put my cards upon the table
Let it never be said that I'd be unstable
It was just my imagination
There is a game I like to play
I like to hit the town on friday night
And stay in bed until sunday
We'll always be this free
We will be living for the love we have
Living not for reality
It's not my imagination.
I still remember the time,
When this all felt like a dream.
So completely out of reach,
Frustrating.
We kept our nose to the grind,
Make the days turn into weeks.
Hoping time will heal the pain,
Of waiting.
Now it seems so long ago.
Just look back on,
How far we've come.
We've made it somehow,
Look where we are now.
All we've done,
Our battles won.
We've made it somehow,
Look where we are now.
I used to wonder if I,
Would ever have the chance to be,
Something more than what you see.
I doubt it.
We learned to open our eyes,
Now I both think we'd agree,
That we're better off than when we started.
There's still so much left to go..
Just look back on,
How far we've come.
We've made it somehow,
Look where we are now.
All we've done,
Our battles won.
We've made it somehow,
Look where we are now.
And the best is yet to come.
'cause our story isn't done.
I slept at 3am! Only to wake up at 5am to groggily eat then fall asleep again, lol. Tomorrow I won't do so groggily. I'll wake up, enjoy the company of my family members and loiter around downstairs [although I may think I'm full] before going upstairs to pray and then sleep. Hahah.
I don't think anyone really understands what I'm feeling about my life right now and it's best I just sort out the mess in my head myself. (:
Another day goes without any change
The feeling we live with still remains
We're stuck in a hole and we're searching for anything to hold on to
There has to be somewhere that we can be safe from the lives we live each day
There has to be somewhere that we can be far away...
We have to escape and I will go anywhere if you just lead the way
Escape to a place where we'll be together, together everyday
We have to escape....
We could be living how we wanted to
Instead of doing things we're forced to do
With no one to tell us that we should be going through, what they went through
There has to be some place that nobody knows, somewhere we can only go
There has to be some place that we can be all alone....
We have to escape...
